life.. what is the meaning of life? why is there life? well, i dunno the answer to those questions, it depends on how you see it, everyone have a different point of view.. but i just know that now my life is falling apart because of some issues.. for the past few weeks my life changed a lot, and i mean a lot.. well, these changes, you could say its good and bad.. but deep down inside me, i wish that this incident never occurred. at first it’s kinda like the best thing that could happen to me (50 : 50).. but now, things are becoming really bad.. I’m loosing my mind.. well yea, i said it! I’m going nutz.. i keep thinking about all these issues, all the time.. my life is just becoming more and more depress.. and i also feel that I’m loosing my friends.. my crazy side is telling me that they are ignoring me, which i hope is not true.. at this moment, i just need my friends to tell me that they are not ignoring me and talk to me.. but i cant force them to.. i might as well just lock myself in the room and never come out again, but i cant do that cause I’ll be giving up those delicious and yummy foods if i lock myself up.. haha.. just kidding.. anyway.. i really hope i can get this over with soon (I’ll try to).. and continue living my life happily..
this is just how i feel.. and don’t ask me what happen..
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As a friend me and yi ling will never ignor(hope spelling is correct) you no matter what….but then again have we ignor you before????
we will alwas be there by your side even if I DIE…i’ll come back and be a ghost to hunt you! muahahahaha