Well.. Maybe i ask too much from my friends but what i want from everyone is just one simple action which is support. I’m a pathetic person i believe you all know that, and i know that too. I always believe that friends should be someone that supports you through out your whole life, but i guess I’m asking so much more than what you all could give. I’m just scared if i really keep bugging you all, you all would start to think that I’m annoying, and start to ignore me. I’ve so been through that. It’s a phobia to me. so I’m really afraid of going through that again. I always complain to my friends but i guess its just me that i don’t seem to appreciate what you all have done for me. everyone have flaws and i guess i wish that all my friends are perfect by being there for me all the time. Which is wrong to ask that much. I always find myself having trouble with friends, but i really guess its just me. Lastly, i just wanna say that being ignored is not fun, i rather be told to my face. I’ve always tried to be there for you all when you all "need" me.. so if you all need me, you know i’ll always be there for you! XD
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